I’ve come to the conclusion that my sadness is caused by me always wanting my friends to be happy. I put everyone before myself and once I have a chance to be happy, I always blow it.
I would do anything for my friends, and they know it, but I’ll never do anything for myself. It’s gotten to the point where my friends wont even do anything for me because they know how I am.
I’m not complaining or anything, but it would just be nice if every once in awhile they would offer to pay for my food or something. I’m not saying I would always accept it, but just knowing that they thought about how much I do for them would be enough.
This has been a random post about what I’m thinking.